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I was with her at my peak. like literally insane. she was going to smoke it after me, but changed her mind after she saw me smoke it, got too scared. it’s not like I did anything stupid, I was just really high, literally in a different existence, I thought I was in a different world.
it’s so hard to explain for you to understand and relate. but for example, i saw everything around me but it was hazey, blurry, as if it was all nothing, like in a movie when the main character is literally “no where” in just a bunch of open white space with absolutely nothing. and then i saw my friend, i thought she knew something i didn’t, something important, like as if my entire life has been a joke and everything around me was just a world inside my head, just the same thing that everyone sees. but the truth was that everyone alive didn’t know the truth, kind of like the matrix in a way, and there was a “kind” out there. kind of like we were in their fish bowl, being completely controlled by “them”. and by smoking salvia i could see the truth, and she could tell that. and so she was kind of like one of “them” in her form, about to introduce the truth to me now that i could see. i also couldn’t move this entire time, and only she knew why (i thought). i tried to get the answers from her. it was trippy. life was completely different, and i legitmately believed that there was something going on, that life wasn’t what it seems